I feel the urge again
Flooding my body like heavy rain.
Needing something to stop the thoughts
Searching for a way to untie the knots.
Looking desperately from one thing to another
Hoping to find a way out of the smother.
Suddenly a glare catches my eye
This object is calling me, but why?
I take it into my hand with fright
Once it's open, the "click" brings delight.
Rubbing the cool metal against my skin
Quivering with pleasure from deep within.
I slide the tip along my veins
Suddenly, I start to forget other pains.
I feel the edge so sharp and rigid
The surface is shiny yet so very frigid.
Guiding the blade into my skin
I fe
Beneath the midnight moon I ride aloft
On black leathery skin so soft.
I feel the beast's power beneath me
It's heart beating crimson blood smoothly.
The magnificent beast vanquished from light
Carries me along in the blanket of night.
It's savage animosity left behind for me
I now feel it's touch embracing me gently.
As we flow through the cool night air
The world vanishes, it's no longer there.
This is why I crave the monsters touch
It removed the pain in one big rush.
This eternal anguish disappears in stride
As I proceed on this lustful dark ride.